Fiona Apple
November 26, 2005
Wiltern Theater, Los Angeles, CAPeople often describe Fiona Apple as crazy. If it takes being crazy to be as authentic and talented as she is, then so be it. However, I don't think she's crazy at all. I think she's honest, brilliant and true.
I have been a fan for years. Each song on 'Tidal' and 'When the Pawn...' ranks high in my iTunes playlist. I rank each song to make playlists based on my favorites. She always makes my 4 to 5 star list. I waited with much anticipation for her third album to be released. I heard the rumors about Sony refusing to release it. I downloaded the early leaked releases when I could find them, frustrated that I could not buy them. I still prefer the leaked version of Extraordinary Machine to the studio version. Maybe because I'm more familiar with it. But more than that, it seems more authentic and raw. "Get Him Back" has become one of my favorite songs. The early mix is primal, simple and passionate.
I bought tickets for the Wiltern show the moment they went on sale. Somehow I still managed to get seats in the last row in the house. We were able to sit, however, so that was fine. (Ticketmaster sucks.)
She opened with "Get Him Back". She sat behind the grand piano, barely audible on the first few words. She quickly found her voice and sang strong and true. She talked between songs, but at times it was difficult to make out what she said as the crowd screamed their adulation. She introduced "Shadow Boxer" as a song she meant, very much. She then began the next song, "To Your Love" admitting she made a mistake in the set list and this was the song she meant. She seemed to be apologizing for her absence, yet also asking to be accepted for who she is.
Now you have it, so baby tell me what’s the word?
Am I your gal, or should I get out of town?
I just need to be reassured
Do you just deal it out, or can you deal with
What I lay down?
Please forgive me, for my distance
The pain is evident in my existence
Please forgive me for my distance
The shame is manifest in my resistance
To your love, to your love, to your love
As the show progressed she came out from the piano, taking off her small sweater to show off a blue backless floor length gown. Her confidence grew with each song and she seemed to be enjoying herself immensely. I wasn't sure how strong of a performer she would be, and I was pleasantly surprised. You would never know she has been on hiatus for years.
This woman was born to create music and perform. I hope that this time she enjoys the journey and continues to make music. She is a gift and I'm so grateful to have had the opportunity to see her perform.